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I feel a bit overwhelmed but so ready for all that is coming.  My best friend just called me to congratulate me on my new job but then she dropped the bomb that she may be moving toward the upper part of the state.  I know that's not far but her and I haven't been 15 mins away from each other in 7 years except for the month I was in London and the month she was in Italy.  I wish she could just wait for another 1/2 a year and we would move to Charlotte NC which isn't too far from where she's wanting to move.  
But life doesn't work that way.  
Anyway I have a bottle of champagne to celebrate waiting for me and sadly haven't eaten anything since this morning and I feel weird not sure if I should or not.   I think I'll go look at the moon!

I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.

Nov. 6th, 2011

Going to the dog park and then barnes and noble and later going for a walk at the lake with a friend.  Keeping busy and away from food is the goal.  I have not much to do till wednesday when I have to take my model to the salon I'm hoping to work at.  Monday I will be taking my resume around to a few more salons and tuesday the carpets are being cleaned because I have messy animals but I love them.
  Elizabeth Z berg you are true beauty 
today was ups and down, my interview got cancelled.
my friend katie didn't call me to go to the river.
but i bought 9 big bottles of acrylic paint for $5.50 which is amazing
i bought some new red beads
my bestest Trez bought me a cool art kit with brush, acrylic paint, oil paint, oil pastels, and watercolor penicls
i didn't eat anything today just water, coca cola zero, coffee, and ciggs
my boyfriend can't come over tomorrow when trez and bb come over to drink and spend the night because he's in Atlanta moving out of his apartment and moving back here. which is super sad i miss him but at least that means he'll be here permantly soon.
My friend Torz is moving into an apartment with her boyfriend that is in my apartment complex
meaning don't have to use gas$ to go see her

everyone comes home eventually; so they hold out, wait, and just breathe